Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Hari Ini, Esok dan Seterusnya - Nirina Zubir

cinta cinta cinta....
aku jatuh cinta....

J.a.t.u.h.c.i.n.t.a.

That song is very significant to me.I knew this guy at the beginning of the year. He is this quite type of guy.Very funny in his own way,and I like to tease him. Then I dont know how it happened, but I started to fall for him.When i say fall,i fall HARD. He is just so cute-ish.

But i don't own his heart.And he likes to make me sakit hati,which he thinks is cute by doing so.
He would go and break my heart OVER and OVER again,till i cried n swear to not THINK about him again after that.

But a few minutes later,he would come back and apologize.He would say all sorts of sweet things and i gave in.

Day by day,my feelings towards him are getting stronger and it's killing me.Somtimes i pity myself, for not having the strength to stand up for myself and letting other people makes me feel sad and treat me like a doormat.

Everything's cool now. I'd be lying if i say I didnt think of him at all now. In fact,he still lingers in my mind.I still wait for his messages.I miss his GoodNight wishes.I miss crying because of him.I miss being merajuk and let him pujuk me. I miss all that.

I promised him that I will always be with him,against all odd. Maybe soon i will fall out of love with him, but I think he should know that i am one person he can always count on.

We are still friends,although we don't really talk to each other. We don't even look at each others' faces for heaven's sakes. BUT he have to know that he can always rely on me.

After all those craps,i can't deny that he still owns my heart.Even until this very moment i still long to hold his hands.Look into his eyes..and whisper to his ears,that i will always be with him.

Anyways,this is a TOAST to us. I promised myself that i will try my best so that whenever i meet you next time,i won't have the urge to kiss you right away.

LOL,you know what I mean right?

HE is beautiful.and I am crazy.

crazy/beautiful.

awesome-ness.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

*my god. my last comment jz dissapeared!*

btw, i said,
i downloaded that song. it's beautiful!

hey love always come in ways we can't understand. atleast u got ur's figured out.

well. kinda. hehe.

November 22, 2006 at 10:14:00 AM PST  
Blogger Farrash Hasbollah said...

*omg* this song breaks my heart. was seeing this guy and heard this song on his ipod when we went on holiday...when we came back he stopped talking to me, stopped calling and stopped replying my msgs. he just walked away. i think he's seeing someone else now...already...it reminds me of him and it makes me cry

December 4, 2006 at 12:12:00 AM PST  

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