Of disapointment and shits.

I really hate it when I disappoint others.

I hate it when someone texted me and expect me to reply but I ran out of credit.
I hate it when I failed in my subjects and have to tell my dad about it.
I hate it when I planned on something but have to pull out at the last minute.
I hate it when I promised to my best friend that I'll take her out but I have to cancel it.
I hate it when I have to say No when someone asked me out.
I hate it when I can't do much to help a friend who is in pain.
I hate it when I have to fake my own feelings just to make someone happy.

I hate it because I'm not entirely honest with him and with myself,but what's worst is when I have to disappoint him when I say I am over our past. I hate it when I can't be there for him as a friend and nurse him through the bad times.I so freaking hate the feeling of letting people down.

I hate my past.I don't wan't to go back there. So its either I have to go back or I have to be brutally honest.

Sometimes I just hate choices.