the beginnings.
I like babbling here.Well,since all my girl-friends went back to study in Malaya, I am all left alone with no one to talk to,and no one to bring for a Sau Pau session while bitching about..well,bitches. Karen left for KL early in the morning,didn't get the chance to say a proper goodbye and give her a hippo hug.Aysha went back to KL on Dec 23rd(but going to meet up with her somewhere in March or April) and Vanessa went back to Johore this evening.
Well,I was painting my room when Add called and asked if I could join them for a kueh-tiaw session.So unhesistately I left the roller just like that,get a quick shower and actually combed my hair in the car.It was raining heavily and I hate driving in the rain because of my poor vision. When I reached the coffeeshop I was welcomed by Add and Ken.Ken's girlfriend(she didnt even bother to look at me or say hi or something). There I was,trying hard to be nice and trying to flash a smile but she didn't even look at my direction. Okaayyyyyy,I don't know what's her problem. Maybe she's in a bad mood,time of the month,or she doesn't like Ken hanging out with us or she's just being her. So yea,I'll just leave that.
This is a new year.2007.I want to be nicer,less vengeful and smile more,even to strangers. So,my first attempt of the year failed. boohoo.
Back home,I sat down while staring at the wall,wondering of what was in my thoughts.
Bario.Mitch.Kisses and Hugs.Exboyfriend.Fling.
Seriously,I can't get Bario out of my head.I can't get Mitch out of my head.and Dex too.
What Dex and I had is LOVE.He had me changed my mind about marriage.He was the only guy I wanted to marry and grow old with.I had loved him too much till it hurts.I had loved him too much till it made him to take me for granted.
Mitch is just a guy who knows what I want.He knows what I want and he wants the same thing and not afraid of getting it.What we had and will always have is not love. A feeling.But definitely not LOVE. Passion maybe,Lust?
Someone to fool around with. yummmyyy.......... miss u.
Well,I was painting my room when Add called and asked if I could join them for a kueh-tiaw session.So unhesistately I left the roller just like that,get a quick shower and actually combed my hair in the car.It was raining heavily and I hate driving in the rain because of my poor vision. When I reached the coffeeshop I was welcomed by Add and Ken.Ken's girlfriend(she didnt even bother to look at me or say hi or something). There I was,trying hard to be nice and trying to flash a smile but she didn't even look at my direction. Okaayyyyyy,I don't know what's her problem. Maybe she's in a bad mood,time of the month,or she doesn't like Ken hanging out with us or she's just being her. So yea,I'll just leave that.
This is a new year.2007.I want to be nicer,less vengeful and smile more,even to strangers. So,my first attempt of the year failed. boohoo.
Back home,I sat down while staring at the wall,wondering of what was in my thoughts.
Bario.Mitch.Kisses and Hugs.Exboyfriend.Fling.
Seriously,I can't get Bario out of my head.I can't get Mitch out of my head.and Dex too.
What Dex and I had is LOVE.He had me changed my mind about marriage.He was the only guy I wanted to marry and grow old with.I had loved him too much till it hurts.I had loved him too much till it made him to take me for granted.
Mitch is just a guy who knows what I want.He knows what I want and he wants the same thing and not afraid of getting it.What we had and will always have is not love. A feeling.But definitely not LOVE. Passion maybe,Lust?
Someone to fool around with. yummmyyy.......... miss u.
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