Just A Post..

I'm rather sleepy now but still,my mind is still full of disturbing thoughts.

So much for a fresh start.I am feeling rather lonely these few days,friends flew off and Mitch is in the Faraway Land.Miss his sugahhh.Need it so much right now.I am starting to hate rainy days.Rain gives an impression of sad things and I don't want to be sad,I am terrified to be sad because it can lead to suicidal thoughts.

Another day before i get my ass back to Kedah.Somehow i feel kinda excited.Or maybe I'm just making that feeling up.

Blgh.I don't even know what's on my mind.

Due to my lack amount of sufficient love,I feel horribly empty.It's like my ex-boyfriend is having so much fun than I do and that's not a good sign,and a FRIEND was advising me through MSN. He was saying something like don't hurry yourself when it comes to love.Love will come to you, you don't go and search for it.

I actually listened to him,as keras kepala as I am. And yes,I'll be waiting patiently(One of my many resolutions this year which is to be more patient).

Blgh.I'm going to sleep now.

It's 12.40 pm and I swear I am listening to the sound of a helicopter at the moment. Odd hours.