Life SUCKS.

There.

I admit that I am always in constant denial.I always pretend that life is all awesome when actually its NOT.I always think that I still believe in the thing called LOVE,but the truth is i have lost my faith in that fucked up thing. I always end up screwing either my life,his life or both and that is not a good thing.I thought getting to know some guys and getting into a new relationship will eventually change my perception on love,but I guess it takes a lot more than that to make things go back to where it supposed to be.

Maybe I should leave it just like that,cos the more i think of it,the more it gets into my mind and twisting my brain.Maybe being with the person I love is not as good as being with the person that loves me.

Maybe it is never my mistake.Maybe when I let him know that he's my everything,he takes me for granted.

Maybe guys are naturally like that.Maybe when I am in love with him,I never realise or I never seem to care about those craps and in the end,I let it all get the best of me.

Maybe I am such a stupid person to cry over things that happened.Maybe I never learn from past experience.Maybe I JUST DON'T GET IT.

OH CRAP.

THIS IS JUST ONE DAMNED THING AFTER ANOTHER. I WILL GET OVER IT.