of falling in love

Ive been through shits when it comes to relationships. I hate broken promises and dreams that are left untouched.all those feelings that are left unsaid. shared memories,all those sweet nothings.

I hate it when because love is capable of making me to be who I'm not.I hate to be a weak person, I hate being sad.I hate feeling crappy.I hate the happiness that comes and goes.

Too bad im terrified of being alone too. blgh.