jerk

Maybe it's me.Maybe I am running away. Or maybe he knows I'm leaving.Going away. All that shits.I just want him to know that all my feelings are real.I did have feelings for him.I do.But I just can't see US.

Yes I am leaving.

And it sucks more cos it MIGHT break his heart,but mine is already in pieces. I have no one to talk,and ppl i know feel so distant and unreachable.

I feel so unloved.and broke to even have a retail shopping therapy.

I AM CURSED.

Sorry dawn, I feel like a jerk but u're better off without me.