Of Glamourous Night and Shits.

The Pre law dinner was nice.It's fun to watch the girls with their attires and surprisingly they look gorgeous,becasue I didnt expect them to dress up that much for the dinner(due to the name of the venue:Swiss Inn,I imagine a lousy inn.LOL) but their efforts to look good is overwhelming,they even had this shuffling session and i was completely dumbfounded to see the guy in white shuffling.He was GREAT!! I nearly eat my own words whenever I think back about that night.

Last night both of my hps were attacked by virus and went crazy.I was in total bad mood since evening(lack of sleep and horribly tired) then I tried to call him but to no avail.Then when I FINALLY able to reach him,he was angry at me and I swear he was half shouting at me.I feel like crying when I heard his tone.Fck. I was worried about him.He's not completely healthy yet,those wounds havent recovered and nearly 48 hours of no news abt him is more than enough to make me crazy and he's like blaming me for not being understanding enough.

Then this fucking virus attacked my hp and I cant do anything abt it other than reformating. So all those msges are gone.theyre not only msges,they're memories of my happier days, they make me feel better when I feel so insecure,they store back my faith in him... and now theyre gone and I am left with nothing. What am I supposed to do?

Maybe theyre holding me back from moving on..

Egh,Guys,men...will never understand.....