MODERFUCKS!!!

I hate it.I hate her for existing in his life before me.I hate her for leaving such a deep wound in his heart that is almost impossible to cure.I hate her for being such an important person to ever be forgotten by him.

I want to be someone who means the world to him.I want him to be delighted whenever he thinks about me.I want to be the lullaby when he sleeps.I want to be the song when he sings. I want to be his comfort,his love,his hugs and kisses.

Actually,its kinda funny when I think back about this crap.How can I fell in love with a complete stranger,a person I never met in my life? How can I let a stranger gets the best of me and rips my sanity away?When did I go wrong? Why did I fell so fast?

Is it because he gave me a tender loving care I longed for all these while? Is he the man of my dreams?Is he the ONE?

Ive got too many unanswered questions.and they've been bugging me too much.

This person.My sayang,means so much to me.

Hubby,
I'll learn how to cook. I'll cook your favourite food.
I'll do the house chores if you want, although I wasnt really born to do that stuff.
I'll get myself a tattoo on my lower back,just because you think its sexy.
I'll keep my hair long just the way you like it.
I'll dye my hair black. I will never touch a cigarette again.
I will only drink alcoholic drinks whenever I'm with you,so that we can go crazy together.
I'll go back to Swk during holidays and drive all the way to get to you.

I lied before,and I will make up to it.
I will be there for you through thick and thin,sadness and happiness.
For better or worst.

I will make you the happiest person you can ever imagine.

I will be so much better. I promise you that.

XOXO.