Funny

It's 3 a.m and I can't sleep.I slept from 6.30pm till 10.30 pm and maybe that explains why I can't bloody sleep!!

Anyways I read someone's blog and OMG, he is SOOOOOO jiwang(not that I'm not).. I mean I know how he is and reading that post makes me feel like laughing. LOL. Its a good thing that guys can be all touchy feely sometimes.They don't really have to act macho and all because it gets irritating after a while.So yes,although its funny,its still cute-ish.

Today's a bad bad day and I hate the feeling of hating people that I'm not supposed to hate but do hate them because its not even an option.

*sigh*

I'm missing my digital camera already. and outingS with friends.

So yea,whatever bitches.

Just when I thought...

Just when I thought I couldn't be bothered anymore..
Just when I thought your memories don't mean a thing anymore..
Just when I thought my love for you is not there anymore..
Just when I thought I am finally over you..

But when I knew, I realised, DAMN!! you are still THERE,at the back of my twisted mind.



LOVE..don't be such a BITCH and don't give me a hard time.

And you Mr.DamnShit,somehow you'll be gone from my head. SOON. maybe not now, but SOON.

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

Chatted with Mr.Ex Boyfriend yesterday.Finally,its okay for me to say that we are friends. I never thought we can go back being as friends after the relationship went to the dumpster,but we did and I'm pretty much happy.

Sometimes,thinking back about it,I feel like I don't deserve to be happy at all.Or I should deserve all the happiness in the world?..

It's nobody's fault.It's just that when things go wrong,we tend to blame others for it.We don't really see our flaws and we expected too much from that person,not realizing that no one is perfect in this world.

Yes,I agree with the saying "experience is the best teacher". We have to get the taste of both sides.Sun will not always shines,but things will be better.

At the moment, life is okay.It's fun. Not miserable,and it doesnt get me over the rainbow either.

And it's perfectly fine,knowing that I have termendous good friends that always colour my life brightly.

For Mr.Right, I'll take my sweet time in finding you.

life but not as I know it.

I'm in Miri for exactly 1 week already,and although I'm missing my friends back in Kedah, I am having a blast here.My besties are here and I get the chance to spend my time with them and its helluva fun.



Izza and Aysha. Eating jeruk. So teruja right?



Three monkeys by the seaside.



Izza kek and Asha mbeng.



ME and Aysha.



Our heels.killer heels.



People just enjoying the moment.



Awesomeness...



One of God's beautiful creation. Love it.


I love beaches!!!!and its so the very awesome when you're there with someone who means the world to you..

Anyone want to accompany me for a walk on the beach??

Housemaid.

Today my job is as a housemaid. I was cleaning up the house all day till I got exhausted and slept for like 4 hours.

I woke up arnd 10 a.m.



After waking up in the morning and showered,I started my mission.
My attire was :



I was using the "thing" because I shampooed my hair and yea,I put on my favourite pair of boxers.

First,I started with my bed. BEWARE. COLOUR OF THE BEDSHEET MIGHT BE HARMFUL TO YOUR EYES.



Don't say I didnt warn you about the colour. Okay,so both are so not nice and so not cute but I never shop for my own bedsheet before.Instead I leave that to my mom. But i have learnt my lesson. When I saw that selimut, its like a piece from the 70's Show. LOL. Retro.awesome.

Then i moved to my supposed-to-be study table.



Not much difference rite? That's because I was starting to get lazy. LOL. Then I stopped right away.Couldn't be bothered with my computer table and closet anymore.

I so can't be a housemaid.So not me.

Want to see the real me??



THERE. Sitting lazily on the sofa and eating chocolate. FAT-ASS bitch!!!

I need a new occupation.So tomorrow I'm trying to be a driver.

Wish me Luck y'all!

bad dream

I posted the last entry b4 I went to bed. Holy cow,i went on dreaming about that guy,which is not good because I will miss him even more today.

SO, whatever.

Hmm,I planned to wake up like.. 7.30 to clean up my room,but as usual I woke up 3 hours late. After this,I'm going to shower and do all the stuff I have to do.

Oh shit,my dad went to Bintulu.Does it mean that I have to cook?????

Oh God,please guide me when I am preparing the food later on for lunch so that nobody will be harmed.Amen.

Till then.

Hari Ini, Esok dan Seterusnya - Nirina Zubir

cinta cinta cinta....
aku jatuh cinta....

J.a.t.u.h.c.i.n.t.a.

That song is very significant to me.I knew this guy at the beginning of the year. He is this quite type of guy.Very funny in his own way,and I like to tease him. Then I dont know how it happened, but I started to fall for him.When i say fall,i fall HARD. He is just so cute-ish.

But i don't own his heart.And he likes to make me sakit hati,which he thinks is cute by doing so.
He would go and break my heart OVER and OVER again,till i cried n swear to not THINK about him again after that.

But a few minutes later,he would come back and apologize.He would say all sorts of sweet things and i gave in.

Day by day,my feelings towards him are getting stronger and it's killing me.Somtimes i pity myself, for not having the strength to stand up for myself and letting other people makes me feel sad and treat me like a doormat.

Everything's cool now. I'd be lying if i say I didnt think of him at all now. In fact,he still lingers in my mind.I still wait for his messages.I miss his GoodNight wishes.I miss crying because of him.I miss being merajuk and let him pujuk me. I miss all that.

I promised him that I will always be with him,against all odd. Maybe soon i will fall out of love with him, but I think he should know that i am one person he can always count on.

We are still friends,although we don't really talk to each other. We don't even look at each others' faces for heaven's sakes. BUT he have to know that he can always rely on me.

After all those craps,i can't deny that he still owns my heart.Even until this very moment i still long to hold his hands.Look into his eyes..and whisper to his ears,that i will always be with him.

Anyways,this is a TOAST to us. I promised myself that i will try my best so that whenever i meet you next time,i won't have the urge to kiss you right away.

LOL,you know what I mean right?

HE is beautiful.and I am crazy.

crazy/beautiful.

awesome-ness.

Run Baby Run

Smile baby smile
then hurt me like you mean it
hurt me so much like I deserve it
Because nothing is forever
then leave me leave me
and never look back
Because I just might not let you go
So run baby run..

me? cam-whore?

Picture-taking has been changing dramatically over the years. Before people doesn't really take it seriously.It is more of a hobby.or an interest.

But now,in this high-tech era,it is MUCH MORE than JUST a hobby,it is now an ADDICTION. an OBSSESSION. and a very dangerous and contageous DISEASE.

ME, I am proudly a self-proclaimed cam-whore.Maybe no longer a self-proclaimed. which is a good sign,really. I take pictures of me all the time and I think its pretty normal for us girls to be vain.

So, next time you see me in public, snapping pictures of myself, don't bitch about it.

THE ABSOLUTE.



That pic was taken few months ago when i just got the digital camera. cuba-try in my own room.



That is just a pose. Not intended to offend anyone.

But im not the only one around that is a cam-whore.i have just the right picture of someone who shares the same interest.

So, I'm presenting......(drum rolls pls..)

NURUL AYSHA(!!!!)



and again



and AGAIN...



she's my bestie and man,she takes A-L-O-T of pictures.

whatever it is, cam-whoring is A LOT OF FUN!!

coffeebean-ing

Yes, its true that i gave up on caffeine a long time ago,but it doesnt mean i cant lepak at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf rite?

I ordered Pure Chocolate(which is pure heaven),regular.

Awesome companion,my cousins, Vanessa and Jeremy and my bestie, Karen. We were having a blast,chit-chatting while hmm,u knw me..cam-whored for awhile.Too bad there were no cute guys around. LOL.

here's a few pics. ENJOYS.



Karen ordered Caramel... something.



That's me. And Jeremy. I was posing actually. VAIN!



Candid!

And you know one of my favourite things in this world?



CHRISTMAS TREE!!! and this one is so awesomely GORGEOUS.

a new one.

I've decided to open a new blog,since my previous blog contains my past,and i hate thinking abt my past.that particular past.

so this is it.a new blog.a fresh start.